i've heard it.i've seen it.it was just the biggest joke of my life. damn it. right. forget what you've said.fogetting everything about your promise. forget about everything. why do you have to appear and make me realise how foolish i was? i thought history would not repeat itself again. but why is it that somehow i see it repeat? everyone tells me that i've to learn how to trust. and i took me dunno how many years to learn how to trust. i've lost count of it. so what, even now, i'm still can't learn how to trust. just because of you. you can say that it's my own fault. alright, just let it be if that's what you think. i won't bother trying to change your opinion of why i don't people. cuz i know it's just plain useless.anyway, all of you think it's my fault that i chose not to trust others. but there are many things that happened in the past, things that all of you don't know, so even explaining would be useless. what will all of you say? "foolish girl." it's not as if i did not try taking a first step to trusting people.but have you ever been betrayed or accused so many times that you've lost faith in someone? and gradually, everyone. since young, our parents would have told us not to trust people easily and now people claim that we have to learn to trust. so, it is wrong to trust someone easily. It is also wrong not to trust others. perhaps if someone out there who has experienced the feeling of being cheated many times, would agree with me- the phoebia of trusting someone. isn't everything in life so meaningless?

=trust or not to?=
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