just hell off. stop destroying all my happiness. sometimes, i wonder why when things go wrong, it always seems to be my fault. why is everything unfair? somehow, someone told me today," only when someone at that point of time is experiencing the same thing as you do, he/she than can really understand how you feel/understand you." makes sense right. she was the first person to say to me that she don't really know what to say, which surprises me quite a lot. few people ever say that they don't understand how i feel. quite rare.hmm. but i totally agree with her. if you understand, then just say that you understand. but if you don't understand, never pretend that you really understand. maybe you can try picturing how you will feel, but usually truth is, it's hard to picture. only when you really experience it, you will then feel it.

maybe i am thinking too much.
like what i've said, maybe you don't get it.
should i try to understand you better?
am i responsible for what you have become?
is it still my fault? or is it yours?
if it is none of our faults, then who?

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onestepcloserscribbled@4:20 AM